A memory -- you're looking at Guy Cecil from an angle that indicates you are Way Too Tall. There's an intense disorientation: your body's all wrong your limbs too long your hair too heavy, you don't know how to move or balance, you're bruised everywhere from falling over and running into things, you don't want this, you just want to be normal. Guy's talking --

". . . I think you'd have a much more gentle face."