[MEMORY # 18 (SIGNIFICANT NEUTRAL)]

* The complete Yggdrasil in the mirror.

Earned in Game 58: Codebreaker for Columbine.

+ Blah blah one of the abilities of his Cruxis Crystal is to allow him to change his age and, to some extent, his form.
+ Knowledge that he 'changed to a more appropriate body to take on the leadership of Cruxis.' Which he already half-knew, so nothing really shocking there.
+ The memory is just bizarre though because he is looking at his adult self naked in a full-length mirror and literally tweaking minor things about his appearance. There's a deep sense of disassociation with his adult form as well--as far as canon inorganic being Mithos identifies with having a true body, it's that of his fifteen-year-old self.
+ Canon self why are you so embarrassing.
+ Mithos in Aather is going to be extra 'fuck this noise' when he gets this ability back. WELL MAYBE I LIKE GROWING UP NORMALLY!

[MEMORY # 19 (TRIVIAL NEGATIVE)]

* First night with the party; realizing he has forgotten how to sleep.

Won from Game 60: Vengeance for Three of Three.

+ 'Eternal' :'D
+ Depressing even to canon Mithos! Being an inorganic immortal being for so long that he'd forgotten the basics of how to live when he got the opportunity to again. He cried over it a bit while the rest of Lloyd's party was asleep around him.
+ 100 feeling the weight of being 4000 years old.
+ 20 existentialism.
+ 10 balking at skills! He will take them but he is really dreading getting more exsphere unlocks back.
+ 500 need to nap on people for a while afterwards.